turkeytree:

chelseaalysse:

"Everything in my head went quiet. 

All the ticks, all the constantly refreshing images just disappeared. 

When you have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, you don’t really get quiet moments. 

Even in bed, I’m thinking: 
Did I lock the doors? Yes. 
Did I wash my hands? Yes. 
Did I lock the doors? Yes. 
Did I wash my hands? Yes. 
But when I saw her, the only thing I could think about was the hairpin curve of her lips.. 
Or the eyelash on her cheek- 
the eyelash on her cheek- 
the eyelash on her cheek. 
I knew I had to talk to her. 
I asked her out six times in thirty seconds. 
She said yes after the third one, but none of them felt right, so I had to keep going. 
On our first date, I spent more time organizing my meal by color than I did eating it, or talking to her.. 
But she loved it. 
She loved that I had to kiss her goodbye sixteen times or twenty-four times at different times of the day. 
She loved that it took me forever to walk home because there are lots of cracks on our sidewalk. 
When we moved in together, she said she felt safe, like no one would ever rob us because I definitely lock the door eighteen times. 
I’d always watch her mouth when she talked- 
when she talked- 
when she talked- 
when she talked; 
when she said she loved me, her mouth would curl up at the edges. 
At night, she’d lay in bed and watch me turn all the lights off.. And on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off. 
She’d close her eyes and imagine that the days and nights were passing in front of her. 
But then.. She said I was taking up too much of her time. 
That I couldn’t kiss her goodbye so much because I was making her late for work.. 
When she said she loved me, her mouth was a straight line.. 
When I stopped in front of a crack in the sidewalk, she just kept walking.. 
And last week she started sleeping at her mother’s place. 
She told me that she shouldn’t have let me get so attached to her; that this whole thing was a mistake, but.. 
How can it be a mistake that I don’t have to wash my hands after I touch her? 
Love is not a mistake, and it’s killing me that she can run away from this and I just can’t. 
I can’t go out and find someone new because I always think of her. 
Usually, when I obsess over things, I see germs sneaking into my skin. 
I see myself crushed by an endless succession of cars.. 
And she was the first beautiful thing I ever got stuck on. 
I want to wake up every morning thinking about the way she holds her steering wheel.. 
How she turns shower knobs like she opening a safe. 
How she blows out candles- 
blows out candles- 
blows out candles- 
blows out candles- 
blows out-…. 
Now, I just think about who else is kissing her. 
I can’t breathe because he only kisses her once-he doesn’t care if it’s perfect! 
I want her back so bad.. 
I leave the door unlocked. 
I leave the lights on. ”

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@1 day ago with 672071 notes

"Being in a couple is hard. And committing, making sacrifices, it’s hard. But if it’s the right person, then it’s easy. Looking at that girl and knowing she’s all you really want out of life, that should be the easiest thing in the world."

Marshall, How I Met Your Mother (via hollywood-undeuce)
@2 days ago with 378 notes

"And she kissed me. It was the kind of kiss that I could never tell my friends about out loud. It was the kind of kiss that made me know that I was never so happy in my whole life."

Charlie—The perks of being a wallflower (via just-say-fuck-it-all)
@2 days ago with 2573 notes

"If you find yourself thinking “Wait. Can’t say that. He’ll think I’m weird and fucked up.” Ditch them and find someone who responds with something twice as weird and three times as fucked up."

JEREMIAH VAN GUILDER (via skullbonez)

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@2 days ago with 2429 notes

oh fucking hell this is more than perfect and one of the best things a guy could ever do to you, saying ‘she s mine’ with that gesture

oh fucking hell this is more than perfect and one of the best things a guy could ever do to you, saying ‘she s mine’ with that gesture

(Source: b-rannaroo, via shebelievediny0u)

@4 days ago with 245799 notes

"Don’t live the same year 75 times and call it a life."

Robin Sharma  (via topkun)

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@4 days ago with 128008 notes

"I want to write a novel about silence. The things people don’t say."

Virginia Woolf  (via oublies)

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@6 days ago with 52744 notes

Life is amazing.
I have so many incredible opportunities.
I have a boyfriend that genuinely loves me unconditionally.
I am surrounded by the best people all the time.
I have a great house, right in the middle of the best part of LA.
And I have the most wild incredible best friend by my side through all these adventures.
I love my life so much.
Thank you California for showing me all that I deserve.

@2 days ago

(Source: uselesspaparazz)

@2 days ago with 869 notes

"I hate how the phrase ‘have some self respect’ is used to shame women who are comfortable with their sex lives. ‘Have some self respect’? I do respect myself, that’s why I wanna have a fucking orgasm tonight, thank you very much."

(via horse-y)

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@2 days ago with 126154 notes
@2 days ago with 12524 notes
kissmeok:

♡Love/Couples♡

kissmeok:

♡Love/Couples♡

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@4 days ago with 96158 notes

I miss having sex with my boyfriend so much.

@5 days ago with 1 note
#50 days is too long